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Hi. I'm back. Back from the loo. I started to blog at such hr, and it was driven by this one epiphany. The epiphany that I should have been more grateful. I have always feel that what I have was never enough and I have always question on why I'm not as great as some ppl are.

And it all came down to one question, what was the purpose of my life? What was the real thing I'm seeking for in my life? Is it money? Is it happiness? Or is it something way promising which is the eternal after life?

It bugs me lifelong. The pressure to be perfect.  Been learning this and that, been keeping up with this and that. Been compromising w the temporary ecstasy. Just to make sure that I was part of the so-called 'cool' kind of ppl and up to par w certain beings. And it all came down to one question again, what was my nawaitu of doing such things in the first place?

Nawaitu. That was it.

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The title, naa bugger off. It has been awhile since the last time I posted something on the blog. It's 5:42 am and I haven't had my sleep yet. Wait, nature calls. See ya.