If it's love, then,
Period.
Thursday, December 27, 2012
Friday, July 20, 2012
First Love
So here we are. Took me about 9 months to finally start posting again. Too busy with finals, mrc and intechss' activity and college stuffs. Waiting to enroll in Gombak on the 4th of September. A 4 months holiday feels like 4 weeks. Time flew. Things happened. Foundation done. And, Tam tam died.
I used to be that sloppy lil' girl who would run Forest run or flipped up her two legs when she was sitting whenever she saw a dangerous, biting, harmful cat came across her. But this Tam Tam totally change my perspective on cats and kittens 360 degrees. I saw her during Rafest. When the Intechss opened a stall in front of the UKC and I was done with my duty, I just slouchy walking back to ZC just like any other day. But then, I saw her. I knew it. She's the one. She's totally the one. She's that cat, who's gonna change my whole life. So I came near, lift her up with my two bare hands. She was so skinny I could feel her cracking bones when I was holding her. Ergh so cute so small so black........ so sexily dirty. I was having bags like huge bags that can even fit you in (no joke) hanging on my arms so I decided to put her in this box (a food container actually) and with hopes and dreams I brought her back.
I was doing things on the laptop (it sounds crucial but it was twitter lol) so I let her lie on my lap. When I tried to put her down she would come near me and start meowing. Cuteness overload. It was 12pm sth and I've got class at 2 so I decided to let her go but I found out that she has fell asleep already so I put her back in the food container but I put my clothes as base. She seems so serene when she was asleep. I guess this is how love feels.
But it seems like few people don't really like the idea of me keeping tam tam as a pet, so Rah and I decided to let her go. We let her wandering around, at the 4th level of ZC. Letting her go, last thing I wanna do. I was so crushed. It's like you love someone but for the sake of others you have to let him go. Forbidden love kind. Hmm. But the day after, I heard her meowing in front of my room door. She knows way back home. I'm her new home. It was one beautiful feeling. Opened the door and saw her and I could just pat her head and I pushed her away T___________T Sounds dramatic but hey it's a #truestory.
A few months after, when I was home, Nael texted me saying that she saw a black kitten got involved into a hit-and-run kind of accident. And she said she has the idea that it was Tam Tam. Yes I was sad but I don't really mopped around and mourned for her because obviously I've moved on. Tam Tam sounds like an ex but she's the kind of ex that has this one spot that can never be replaced no matter how many cuter squeezable kittens I will ever meet. Tam tam, may your soul rest in peace inshaAllah.
Love,
The One That You Got Cats Paranoia Ditched.
I used to be that sloppy lil' girl who would run Forest run or flipped up her two legs when she was sitting whenever she saw a dangerous, biting, harmful cat came across her. But this Tam Tam totally change my perspective on cats and kittens 360 degrees. I saw her during Rafest. When the Intechss opened a stall in front of the UKC and I was done with my duty, I just slouchy walking back to ZC just like any other day. But then, I saw her. I knew it. She's the one. She's totally the one. She's that cat, who's gonna change my whole life. So I came near, lift her up with my two bare hands. She was so skinny I could feel her cracking bones when I was holding her. Ergh so cute so small so black........ so sexily dirty. I was having bags like huge bags that can even fit you in (no joke) hanging on my arms so I decided to put her in this box (a food container actually) and with hopes and dreams I brought her back.
I was doing things on the laptop (it sounds crucial but it was twitter lol) so I let her lie on my lap. When I tried to put her down she would come near me and start meowing. Cuteness overload. It was 12pm sth and I've got class at 2 so I decided to let her go but I found out that she has fell asleep already so I put her back in the food container but I put my clothes as base. She seems so serene when she was asleep. I guess this is how love feels.
But it seems like few people don't really like the idea of me keeping tam tam as a pet, so Rah and I decided to let her go. We let her wandering around, at the 4th level of ZC. Letting her go, last thing I wanna do. I was so crushed. It's like you love someone but for the sake of others you have to let him go. Forbidden love kind. Hmm. But the day after, I heard her meowing in front of my room door. She knows way back home. I'm her new home. It was one beautiful feeling. Opened the door and saw her and I could just pat her head and I pushed her away T___________T Sounds dramatic but hey it's a #truestory.
A few months after, when I was home, Nael texted me saying that she saw a black kitten got involved into a hit-and-run kind of accident. And she said she has the idea that it was Tam Tam. Yes I was sad but I don't really mopped around and mourned for her because obviously I've moved on. Tam Tam sounds like an ex but she's the kind of ex that has this one spot that can never be replaced no matter how many cuter squeezable kittens I will ever meet. Tam tam, may your soul rest in peace inshaAllah.
Love,
The One That You Got Cats Paranoia Ditched.
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