23.07.2011.
Congratio, Angah!
Kak Leyla, welcome to the family. Let's be-happy-together-gether-tara-ku-cha-cha.
More pictures will be uploaded later on. Internet connection is too slow in here. In college room. Have to make way home & utilize the rapid Unifi streaming. This weekend probably. Oh probably, nope. I still have an another midsem exam paper, which is the Basic Themes of Quran subject on this very Saturday. So going back home is a big no-no. Somehow, somehow, as a redemption, right after that last payyyyyyper, the girls in Group 407 will be leaving for MidValley. & Hanging out with classmates right after the examination, sounds so perfectly inviting. Oh yeah yeah.
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It was like something from the old movie. Where the sailor sees the girl across the crowded dance floor, turns to his buddy and says, "See that girl? I'm gonna marry her someday."
Love at first sight? Does it really exist? Where the eyes meet the eyes and eventually melt each others' hearts? Which is what we called true love? Where you can feel it in your heart directly instantly without working on it? Ladies, that sounds .... quite disputable for me. I had not experience one so I may not have faith in that. But if someday I did, I know that would be an incredibly beautiful feeling I would ever feel. Ak-ah, but on this very sec, I know that I wouldnt. As I don't want to. But when the moment comes, I know it is inevitable.
Being in love, committing in relationship, having a boyfriend. Definitely, not an interest of mine at this very moment. I know it is fun having someone who could shower you with attention whenever you need one, knowing that you have someone you could turn to and saying words trying to make you feel better whenever you have biggies and stuffs whatevs being single is more preferable for me, still. Single stern independent carefree ladies ftw.
Being guyfree. Not in the sense that you have to be single lifelong. But at this certain time, when the real suitable time had not approach you yet, and particularly, as students, being single is the best option, dudettes. Relationships, they are sticky and messy.
Being single gives you the credit to mingle and make friends with the guys without having someone getting in the way as if there is a boundary for you not to do this and not to do that. Being single also gives you the privilige to have these uncertain butterflies-in-the stomach feelings like, "does he like me not?" "how does he feel for me?" and blah blah tug-of-war, chasing part, with your crush. Feel the rush. Giggle with your girlfriends each time you told them stories about what your crush had done today. Because I do. LOL. You could also like having admirerssss at a time, as people know that you are single and they won't be retained to approach you. HAH.. HAH.. HAH.. As a matter of fact, being someone's someone totally invades your privacy. And I just don't like the way it works. For NOW. But down the road, later on, I know I should be dealing with the fact, that no matter how independent self-reliant a woman is, she still needs a man in her life. And that is when I'm officially someone's wife.
As a student, it is fairly simple. Sustain good connection with Allah, relationship with family and friends. Focus in your study. And have fun in everything you do.
And home, xoxo imissyou.
