First week of this semester. Cooler lecturers, tougher subjects (I digress from only the Intro haha). Alhamdulillah am enlisted in the Dean's List in the previous semester. Yippieyikay! Shoulda woulda coulda stay on track this semester onwards. Simply because I wanna graduate with a cgpa of at least 3.5 and it matters.
Read the materials before the class session and stay bloody focus in class. I love the way my lecturers would say the same name in every class. That magnificent 'Ikram' guy, whom happened to be one of the best students in IIU and now is going through the IA in Google ( or maybe Facebook Idk as there are two guys and the other one went to the other place) and is very good in Programming that he himself taught the judges the solutions to a programming problem in that ACM ICPC thing. How I wish my name would replace that name in the future.
Does it sound a bit far-fetched? As if the universe would ever work in my favour and somehow turns me from a zero to a hero. I'm pretty sure it's viable but..... only if I work harder and change my study habit. Because how do I expect a way greater result if my efforts would always be the same? Haih wake up Sha. It's a very long way ahead.
I know myself very well and I know how I am really into the last-minutes thingy. Might as well change that part, too. Gonna ace all my quizzes and tests and projects and score on the carry marks. But beforehand, have to always stay on track and catch up every lessons and seek the lecturers for help. And another thing I have noticed is that whenever I cut my eating portion I would stay a lot sharper. So might as well imply that whole eat-breakfast-like-a-king-and-dinner-like-a-pauper stuff. Skip supper and have an earlier light dinner. No meal after 8, sleep on time and wake up early.
I like the way Ayah would kiss my forehead and the way Mak would hug me and the way Along would pat my head when they read my grades last week. I love that feeling, as if they are so proud of me and know that every money and effort in raising me is worth it. And in that very moment, I swear, I would never let them down and indeed way prouder of me.
